epiphany, or circles in a square room

here i am, lying in my bed
thinking about, this life , of mine
confused of everything i'm fed
where in my head do i draw the line
am i part of the biggest hoax
or is god just playing jokes
i'm stuck in life's perverbial wheel
with my back against the steel

as my head feels lighter
as i spin out of control
am i unique, or part of a whole
as i'm spiraling i contemplate
who am i, and what is my fate

can you tell me what it's all about
can you tell me if i'm really here
it seems no matter what i do
i cannot seem to see it through
i just don't know why im here
and this place gives me the fear
tell me now cuz im starting to doubt
that all this will ever sort out

as my head feels lighter
as i spin out of control
am i unique, or part of a whole
as i'm spiraling i contemplate
who am i, and what is my fate

but then again, what if i knew
what would it change, what would i do
give me a sign give me a clue
share with me, your point of view