I’m in the way

Laugh it off, it’s not like you hadn’t heard it before
The piano rings in my ears, takes me back for a second
I wish we kissed goodbye before we had this fight

Too many different people are here, we’re doomed
I would love to have instances where I could forget
And simply return the empty coke bottles everyday

Air drips from my soul as I take a leap forward
Into the great nothing and onto the next life
I stare constantly into nothing, I’m looking for answers

Steps are heavy the walls are caving in, tunnel vision
I fight with myself to get out of here in one piece
I’m walking so slowly I can feel the weight pulling me down
Down, down

I’m too rational, you’re too sentimental, we’re fucked
Please listen to the sound of my thoughts, close your eyes
Reach into your pockets and grab the knife, split me in two

Reach for my soul and have a laugh, I’m no longer human
Every day that I wake up, your memory fades away
More and more until there’s nothing left, what a shame

Time doesn’t heal, it makes us forget, drives us numb
It’s not a cure, it’s a curse, believe the lies, my only advice
As time flies by, I’ve come to see this place is dry

If I knew any better I would stop hoping for change
What can I say I’m the eternal optimist, I need to believe
If I mess up today you’ll take me back to where I use to be
I use to be, use to be

These walls are cursed, and we will never survive outside this bed
These moments are too intense for the outside world
I feel it and I know you do, just smile and tell me you love me
Lie to me, might as well go all the way, all the way