scattered together

scattered together.......it just sounded good to my ear, i took it from there


Scattered together, everyone knows better
But no one dares differ
Confused and blind as the next one
I’ve no change to spare
But I’ve got time to give
I’m still trying my hand at this
Still a boy inside this man
I think in colours that don’t exist
And talk in different directions
In a field of dreams
I am wide awake

No more feather homes
I’m building on concrete
And taking my time this once

No more leaky faucets
That are draining my thoughts
An overplayed scenario

No more patching of the walls
To hide my scars away
Did it once too many

No more feather homes
I’m building on concrete
And taking my time this once


Scattered together
Scattered together
Scattered together
Scattered together
Scattered together
Scattered together

scattered together

not sure exactly, this one is pieced together from various lines i had scattered everywhere....

take it with a smile

this one is quite old by now. but i still feel that since i wrote these words i havn't written something as meaningful. so this is me putting it out there.


whatever happened to you
it seems i lost you along the way
it started off as a great idea
but you soon brought it down to the ground

slowly but surely you got what you wanted
made sure i would break first
so you could blame it all on me
guilt free

for a moment
for a short while
i forgot who i was
but ill take it with a smile
whats said is said
whats done is done
ill underline my absence in the sun
it took some time for me to see
that a change in you
is a change in me

thumbs up! fresh out the box

since we don't have a proper blog or a proper photooshoot yet for these bad boys and i just need a place where i can show you guys the shirts for you to buy them i'm using my blog as a temp solution.

so the available sizes for woman are xs, s, m
and for the mens it's s, m, L

the price for them should range from 20 to 25 $$$

if you like them and are interested in more we have many more models and colors
but unfortunately only have these 2 woman's model

for now, enjoy

I’m in the way

Laugh it off, it’s not like you hadn’t heard it before
The piano rings in my ears, takes me back for a second
I wish we kissed goodbye before we had this fight

Too many different people are here, we’re doomed
I would love to have instances where I could forget
And simply return the empty coke bottles everyday

Air drips from my soul as I take a leap forward
Into the great nothing and onto the next life
I stare constantly into nothing, I’m looking for answers

Steps are heavy the walls are caving in, tunnel vision
I fight with myself to get out of here in one piece
I’m walking so slowly I can feel the weight pulling me down
Down, down

I’m too rational, you’re too sentimental, we’re fucked
Please listen to the sound of my thoughts, close your eyes
Reach into your pockets and grab the knife, split me in two

Reach for my soul and have a laugh, I’m no longer human
Every day that I wake up, your memory fades away
More and more until there’s nothing left, what a shame

Time doesn’t heal, it makes us forget, drives us numb
It’s not a cure, it’s a curse, believe the lies, my only advice
As time flies by, I’ve come to see this place is dry

If I knew any better I would stop hoping for change
What can I say I’m the eternal optimist, I need to believe
If I mess up today you’ll take me back to where I use to be
I use to be, use to be

These walls are cursed, and we will never survive outside this bed
These moments are too intense for the outside world
I feel it and I know you do, just smile and tell me you love me
Lie to me, might as well go all the way, all the way

high hopes

I come home empty handed again
Nothing I’ve done today will change anything tomorrow
I can’t shake this feeling of nausea I have
Of knowing these things and being powerless
The human condition they say
Is something we have to live with….what a burden


A few years ago I remember being confident
Now I can see it was just arrogance
Or was it just that I believed?
I seem to be looking for the truth
I’m assuming someone knows
Am I wrong to think so? …Go fuck yourself


Lennon once said nothing was real
Well I think this is exactly how I feel
I must be dreaming sometimes I say
What’s the point of waking up today?

And I always catch myself being sad

And I always try and shake it off

Tonight I can’t help but believe I’m lying to myself….




Myself I must be dreaming ….
Dreaming of being myself……

According to sasha

Bon, après des mois de recherche et de labeurs intense notre équipe de spécialistes a finalement pu assembler suffisamment de données pour vous emmener le top 10 des choses qui vous vont chier lorsque vous sortez en publique.

1) le monde trop pressé qui ne laisse pas les autres sortir du wagon de métro avant de rentrer et qui vous repousse vers l’intérieur. (Comme la fois au primaire ou on vous expliquait de ne pas courir vers la porte en cas de feu et de faire la file tranquillement.)

2) encore dans l’optique transport en commun. Le monde qui engouffre les escaliers roulant en se mettant dans le chemin de gauche au lieu de se tasser a leur droite comme tout le monde. Rien ne sers de courir…peut-être bien, mais moi j’suis presser caliss.

3) la nouvelle règle…loi pardon. Comme quoi si on perd son transfert et qu’un agent de la STM nous interpelle et que nous sommes sans ticket nous sommes a l’amande…bon moi l’autre jour je l’ai perdu, et devinez quoi. J’avais les mains pleines. Jai pas pu prendre le bus….et pourtant j’ai bien payé mon passage. Après avoir consulter le charmant cave de la station Henri-Bourassa qui ma dit et je cite (c’est pas mon fucking problème) je me suis diriger dans un autobus que j’ai du payer….décidément…fuck la STM

4) une nouvelle consigne maintenant pour les employés de la STM. Après 11h30 ils ne vendent plus de tickets et nous redirigent vers les petite machines qui nous vendent notre titre. Tout cela pendant qu’il sirote un café en lisant sa propre copie du journal le métro bien tranquille avec sa petite radio….payer surement plus que moi à temps et demi. Décidément colonel Sanders au métro Berri yé pas mal relax.

5) …….a venir!

go fuck yourself!

I just don’t know how to tell you
There’s just so much that’s left unsaid
I’m growing older now, there’s much I realize
So sometimes forgive me when I choke and freeze
After all I’m still learning to deal with myself
I thought I had figured it out…..
…………………………………excuse my arrogance

All of a sudden I miss everyone

A strange noise, a familiar sound
These emotions are conjured by such beautiful images
This sound evokes memories of distant smell
It fills me with tearful joy, it’s hard to explain
Sometimes I fill up and choke from these
Bittersweet emotions, I live for these moments

When I close my eyes sometimes
I imagine myself a world of fantasies
A not so distant place, where I go to dream
I live for these moments, and so
I must say before I up and go
It’s been a pleasure sometimes a torture
But I know one thing for sure
When I leave, there’s no coming back

And so, on my final day
I packed my bags and called my dad
With all my courage I convince myself
I’m not running away, I had no choice
After all there’s nothing left for me here
I thought of it, it’s pretty clear
And as I’m walking out the door
Suddenly it hits me. I heard that sound again
All of a sudden I miss everyone
My brother, my sister, and my old roommates
And especially my father, I miss the old man.


And the more I hold back the tears
The more a break down, these tears of joy
I was running away to find myself
When after all it was right here on the radio
That stupid song,
Capable of bringing back such old souvenirs
Things lost in our minds

All of a sudden I miss everyone
All of a sudden I miss everyone
All of a sudden I miss everyone
All of a sudden I miss everyone

just a thought

i thought i had so much to say but when the time came i just stood there silently like a dumb motherfucker.....

sickest t-shirt print...ever!

for each of the next 6 issues ion magazine is showcasing 6 different designers and they are releasing 100 prints of each t-shirt, this specefic one being designed by raif...quite simply the sickest shirt ive seen

why woman are superior creatures...

i was at work the other day

with the new guy and my manager.
this douche bag walks in, and I'd seen him before in a few places over the years and I'm pretty sure he doesn't remember seeing me witch is good because i really don't want him to approach me the guy always looked like an idiot, and he looked way too cool for any of us. so he comes up to new guy and asks a bunch of technical questions on our sneakers. but he has this attitude because he knows my boss. It's this rule almost that if you know the boss you have an attitude like you own the fucking store. well fuck you!

anyways new guy comes up to me and tells me that this guy has a question and that hes got an attitude so he wants me to take care of him, so i proceed to inquire with the ass and see if he has any other smart ass questions for me. and yes he does he asks me something i answer and he kind of looks at me like I'm an idiot. so i put the shoe down and i walk away. i figure if he really wants to know something I'll have him come ask me. of course now he storms out shouting that we have an attitude and that he was gonna spend money in here and that we lost a customer. i give him some points because he knows exactly what to say that an employer would hate to hear and I'm pretty sure he did it on purpose.

anyways my boss who at the time went to the bathroom passed him in the mall on his way back. the moron then tells his own story to the man. and sure enough he comes back at me as soon as he storms in the store. not only did my boss blame me he also ignored new guy's point of view.

now all this in itself i without importance as its just another stupid customer story for anyone in this world. but it gets really interesting when yesterday i was walking on st-Denis on my way to go see my father at the bank. when suddenly a car stops parks and doors open. who was it you ask? you guessed it. burn boy himself now all high and mighty he corners me with his friends and now is asking me for an apologies or hell ''fuck me up'' now at this point my father is across the street and he didn't see me yet so i decided to simply tell him he was the man and i was wrong... he actually stepped back and drove off in his car...

now I'm certainly not one to fight for no reason but i really really wanted to punch this guy in the face. at this point I'm really confused and I'm asking myself why we behave like this for no reason why do men always have to be the man.
and then i got to think about woman.and thats why woman are superior creatures...

because they don't have to be the man

epiphany, or circles in a square room

here i am, lying in my bed
thinking about, this life , of mine
confused of everything i'm fed
where in my head do i draw the line
am i part of the biggest hoax
or is god just playing jokes
i'm stuck in life's perverbial wheel
with my back against the steel

as my head feels lighter
as i spin out of control
am i unique, or part of a whole
as i'm spiraling i contemplate
who am i, and what is my fate

can you tell me what it's all about
can you tell me if i'm really here
it seems no matter what i do
i cannot seem to see it through
i just don't know why im here
and this place gives me the fear
tell me now cuz im starting to doubt
that all this will ever sort out

as my head feels lighter
as i spin out of control
am i unique, or part of a whole
as i'm spiraling i contemplate
who am i, and what is my fate

but then again, what if i knew
what would it change, what would i do
give me a sign give me a clue
share with me, your point of view